Me

2009-10-18T22:18:00.003+08:00

I no longer post here anymore. Go to xanga(that's it) Bye.

We get so much in the habit of wearing disguises before others that we finally appear disguised before ourselves.

2009-10-16T17:57:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Well basically now that the exams are over, its time to concentrate on the upcoming Olevel chinese. Kinda scary!
There is no sch today since its marking day. We will be receiving back our results next week. *sigh I hope I did well though I doubt so. Anyway, enough about such stuff.

I know its short but still.
Till then

Expect nothing, live frugally on surprise.

2009-10-15T13:31:00.001+08:00

Exams are over.
Too lazy to blog! Bye

I'm crazy over you?

2009-09-07T17:22:00.005+08:00

Holidays are here!

There's so much to be done!
Lazy to blog about stuff.

I went for CIP on Sat. It was okay overall and slacky :)
Didn't went for swimming yesterday cos you-know-why.

I think I should start on my hw but I can't remember what hw we have.

I hope you will never know about it

Ouch gastric acting up again!

2009-09-03T19:21:00.004+08:00

How dumb!
I'm doing guides' project now!!!! I can't think of anything else to add on!
Oh and there's guides' test tmr! I don't bother to learn cos I don't see the need to.:x Opps don't get the wrong idea. I think and hope that there's a chinese compo test. So I may/maynot skip guides' test. I want to skip :)
On a lighter note, Ms Loke postponed the geog test! :)

Chem test today. It was okay luh.
I'm busy nowadays!
I want to go out!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't want to get back bio test cos I don't think I did well.
I saw my CA results. My both maths and combined humanities esp geog (cos I failed! SH*T!) dropped! :( Kinda disappointed in myself! :(
But overall still okay I guess (an A2).

Right so that's about it huh.
Till then :D

A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort.

2009-08-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

CHARITY WALK TMR! Argghhh

Anyway, I think this will be the last post for this month cos I'm far too lazy to update. :)

I'm having atrocious flu now. I feel weird and I kept sneezing non-stop.
Oh yesh yesterday's sch mission was okay.
The xinghua mentoring was fun! The kids are adorable. (:

WELL

Let's talk abt today (shall put in all into point form )
- Had maths and we went through the corrections for the freaking test papers (btw, I'm too ashamed to reveal my marks)
- Chinese: Did compre and mo xie
- English : Did situational writing
- Maths again! We started on Plane Geometry.
- Bio: Gone through corrections and continue chpt 9 on plants.

I suddenly thought of this word 'Change'.
Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse. To the hopeful it is encouraging because things may get better. To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better.
-King Whitney Jr.

Kinda makes sense huh
My legs are numb and my head is spinning. Worse still, I don't know why.

Alright, I shall end off here.
Nites! :D
Till then

Fortunately analysis is not the only way to resolve inner conflicts. Life itself still remains a very effective therapist.

2009-08-17T18:44:00.002+08:00

I deleted the previous post.

Sch mission tmr. I don't feel like going. After sch mission, there's xinhua mentoring. *sigh

Let's talk about today
First period was English and Mr Tan returned us our summary. I think I did quite okay.
Next period was Biology and true enough, Ms How returned us our bio paper. (like finaally).I think I did quite okay.

Chem was kinda boring.

Maths was damn saddening. We got back our A.M and E.M test papers. I just passed A.M. Whatthehell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! E.M was okay I guess.

*sigh
bye

A streak of light over the horizon

2009-08-08T23:39:00.003+08:00

WELL HELLO!

Today woke up at 11 plus, did all the usual stuff and I completed my hw. :D After that, went for training. OMG! The training drained my energy completely. Oh and there's a compeition comming up ohno damn scary. There is even contact ******* and my leg hurts. But overall, it was quite entralling and I think I learnt a lot from this. :) Come to think of it, its been a while since I stretch those ****** of mine.

I'm doing bio research.
___________________________

I need to start studying E-M and A-M tests.
I freaking hate eqns of circles and graphs.
I just can't do well

ANYWAY

the parade yesterday was ok. I think we performed better than we did before. :D *claps
The concert was boring! I preferred last year's.

Oh and yesterday was also SHERMAINE HO'S BIRTHDAY! :D
She's crazy over you-know-who. I think his character is cool.

Alright, I guess I shall end off here.
Till then.

Maybe I'm just too over-sensitive. Is it just me? OH F__
I hope those rumors aren't true.

Forget me, forget me not

2009-08-06T20:46:00.003+08:00

I'm going to fail geography. Damn sad :(

Parade tmr. I'm not in the mood for it.

Don't overestimate yourself and put words into my mouth cos whatever you said aren't true.

Be in the limelight

2009-07-30T19:48:00.003+08:00

I just came back from NDP rehearsal. Leg ache a little. There may or may not be guides tmr. Time flies! In the blink of an eye, I will be taking o level chinese p1 and p2. Pray hard! Study hard for it. Must at least aim for an A2! Bio and chem tests are over. Both papers were quite okay and I hope my marks are okay too. Well all least there isn't anymore tests this week. I hope. Geog test next thurs. AMC next thurs. What's worse is, I will end sch at 2.45pm. :/ Well, off to bei the mo xie. Till then

This is it

2009-07-21T16:45:00.003+08:00

Well, I'm lazy to elaborate so going to list everything down in point form
Here it goes :

a) I have no idea what to type about
b) I'm doing bio w/s now
c) I don't feel like doing
d) I'm tired :(
e) There's chinese LC tmr!
f) I hope I will do well for it!
g) CCA resume on fri
h) And I will not be going for guides
i) I dun know whether if it is a good thing
j) MY day SUCKS!!!!!!!
k) I don't know what's wrong with me
l) I'm random
m) I think I'm lame :/
n) I effed up today
o) There's chem practical today
p) There is 2hrs of chinese today
q) I don't like geography
r) cos I can't seem to memorise the notes
s) I bloody sh!t hate the weather
t) I'm thinking of what to type
u) There's 2hrs of maths tmr
v) *sigh
w) Wish me luck for tmr's LC
x) Good luck to those taking LC tmr as well :)
y) I suck
z) Bye

My oral is somehow screwed?

2009-07-16T19:29:00.003+08:00

Well oral was kinda sucky. I stammered quite a lot for the conversation cos my mind went blank. The topic was unexpected. I can't believe it! I don't think I will score well. Oh and as for the passage, I skip 1 whole sentence cos I was too anxious. How dumb can I be? I wasted my marks but overall quite okay I guess? The teachers look so scary. Oh well its over! LC on wed. *SIGH I suck

To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.

2009-07-13T17:24:00.003+08:00

Finally the debate is over! :D And we didn't really rebut oh well, but isn't it kinda obvious that smoking isn't good for health thus it should be banned. Who cares about freedom and money when health is the top priority. End of story. Anyway, 3 more days to chinese oral! Oh and there's maths after chinese oral. :/ I lost my geog notebook! This is just great! So I have to rewrite everything and we have to hand in the book by next tues. Wth I can't believe I'm so careless! This is so ^*%*&(%&%^%*%&^*&$*%%&^*)%$$^#%^&^&6!

Yeah bye

Never look me in the eye cos I don't want you to see my true self

2009-07-08T18:17:00.005+08:00

Hello :)

Oh no 8 more days! I should be studying now but I don't feel like doing so. I wish there's tuition today instead of next wk. Debate = cold hands and feet! Stage fright although there isn't any stage. Wth still having flu damn it! :/
I hate my voice. I don't know what in the world is wrong with it. Its so soft and people can barely hear me. I know. Well, maybe the problem lies with me? Great damn it!
Oh and do I really look sad in sch? cos a lot of people said so.
The truth is I'm not sad neither am I happy. Just neutral.

Anyway,
there's maths thing tmr and it starts at 3.30pm and ends at 5pm.

I gained weight. Its not surprising actually given the fact that I eat a lot nowadays.

Sch tmr. :/

I kinda like going to tuition nowadays cos of ah leow's jokes? But last sunday, he's sick! Not that I like hearing sick stuff but the way he phrased it is kinda hilarious. :)

Bye

Probably the difference between man and the monkeys is that the monkeys are merely bored, while man has boredom plus imagination.

2009-07-02T16:12:00.003+08:00

Chinese Oral on the 16 July which is like 2 wks from now. Its like so fast. I haven't really revise anything yet. I should start revising soon. Today went sch as usual. First up was PE. We ran 1 round outside the sch. After that was chinese. Oral & bao zhang stuff again but this time was groupwork. Recess then bio. We did corrections. Today is a short day cos we ended sch at 11.45am which is early. I like that. :) Alright bye

I stared aimlessly at the patch of grass on the other side

2009-06-27T18:59:00.009+08:00

Mood:

Sch is reopening soon! I dread that day but too bad. Well, I believe everyone have heard the devastating news about Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett. Kinda sad huh but that's life for you. I'm tired. I know I kept saying the same thing but its true. I'm doing the Sana project now.
Right tuition and swimming tmr. :D I dunno whether I should be happy or sad.
I still can't stand that thing. I don't even think that thing is a human.
Whoever is just so ________ (insert something) I don't understand her really. She's weird to me. And

even if whoever knows.

maybe its just like that.
I can't seem to you know tifni (if u can guess it) I somehow etha the whole rcuksls too esp with tawh and blahblah! (if u understand just shhh)
Still got so many months more before the whole rcuksls yass dyeogob. I can't wait for that day!!! :D
Kinda sad for now:(
but life still goes on.

Bye

2009-06-23T18:42:00.004+08:00

Hello I'm back and I'm tired. Tuition later ~ and I'm doing research for the debate thing. I'm on the verge of giving up. Anyway, sch is reopening next week. Oh ya, I completed the camp reflection. The whole thing from the start till the end I wrote trash. Its plain rubbish seriously but ohwell. I got nothing to say. Bye

No wonder they said that life is not always a bed of roses

2009-06-21T21:24:00.004+08:00

I'm irritated now :(

Wth! I can't remember what I did for the first day and second day of guides camp. Third day I can somehow remember. And to make matters worse, I lost the camp booklet! Wtf and I'm like cracking my brain now trying to recall what happened. I don't feel like doing anymore. I can't remember. What's wrong with my brain and me? Oh damnit freakinghell! Alright I think I will continue next time. I know I'm lazy but I dun want to waste time trying to recall back. I think I should just shutup.
Anyway, today went for swimming and tuition as usual. Aft tuition, dionis they all came to my house to celebrate mum's b'dae which is tmr. :D

Sch holi is ending and I dread going back to school! (agree?) Needless to say, its a duh thing huh.

Life is a total shit ass!

2009-06-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

I'm back from tuition. Today's tuition was okay. Tmr, we're starting on eng project. Hw still undone! I'm still left with bio and eng. I don't know what to blog about. I'm like racing against time for this holi. There's too much to do. On 24th there's gg course , on the 26th there's class bbq and on the 27th, there's guides carnival. Oh ya I'm lazy to blog about guides camp. But this camp I very unlucky. U should know why. I just know that the food I cooked made my stomach feels weird.

It takes time and effort to know a person deep inside out

2009-06-07T20:53:00.005+08:00

Today, went for swimming and tuition as usual. Swimming was okay. Tuition was fun surprisingly with ah leow jokes and all :). I think his action and the way he phrased it is damn hilarious(although its a bit vulgar). *SIGH HW! I think we are gonna start on the eng project on the 3rd/4th wk. Holi hw still undone well only maths. No mood to do! I just can't sit still and I don't know why. Anyway, there's guides camp on 11th to 13th. Time flies huh. Its already the last day of holi 1st week. Right, I know this is short but I just don't know what to blog about. Bye then.

I know I'm always changing skin. Well, I just feel like it.

Damnit life sucks! I screwed my life up

2009-06-03T16:21:00.002+08:00

I'm doing maths now! And I'm still left with loads of qsns. Let me see I'm still left with
-E.M
-Chem w/s
-Bio w/s
-Project (Ohno!)
Oh and tmr is english oral. Have to report to sch at 11.45.
I'm having dizzy spells again.
Tut later. Oh man, I dun feel like going.
And I dun understand GRAPHS! I desperately need somebody to teach me!

Right off to complete my maths
Till then :)

2009-05-31T22:42:00.003+08:00

Just changed new skin cos I'm bored with the previous one. Maths tmr ~ don't feel like going! I still got tons of hw left. And I haven't even started any of it yet. I guess I will start tmr? I want and hope to finish all my hw by the 1st wk. I need to motivate myself to study really hard for EOY and chinese O!!!!!
2nd - Civil Defence course (so I can't go for maths)
3rd - Maths lesson :/
4th - Eng oral
11-13th - Guides camp
24th- Anti-drug course
Sch reopen (but dunno when)- Chinese O level ORAL!!!!
Oh sh!t!!!

Alright nites

2009-05-29T22:10:00.003+08:00

PTM was okay except that Ms how kept saying that I'm quiet and that kind of stuff. Its so boring listening to the same old stuff. I can't be noisy and I also dunno why.

Sports carnival today.
(not gonna elaborate)
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Hawks was second.

No mood to blog.

I'm pissed off with 'what'(a person).
I know what hates me but I don't give a damn.

2009-05-27T22:50:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Just completed the maths graph thing like finally but I wrote crap.
I'm so tired.
I dun want to go to sch tmr. So boring!
PTM tmr. Wish me luck! Bye

A dimple on the chin, the devil within.

2009-05-24T20:32:00.006+08:00

Hello
Don't read cos its super random
But if you want, so be it.

So let's begin :

I'm so sleepy.
I'm not in the mood to go to sch tmr.
I dun want to see my report book ever again.
I want to burn it.
I just saw a cat downstairs and apparently it scares me. Omg! How am I gonna go to sch tmr?WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm gonna embarass myself. I just know I will!!!
I'm still in a 'i wanna play mood'.
I don't plan to hit the books this week.
I dun want oral to come so quickly.
I'm doing research for my brother.
I'm random.
I should stop eating sweet stuff.
I don't want to go to the hospital on 1st June. (its so freaking boring) Imagine taking dunno how many blood tests and see the stupid report.
I don't want to face the world.
I hate life.
I'm emo.
I'm not happy.
I plastered a smile everyday.
I hate it.
I hope I will not suffer from nervous breakdown.
I feel so guilty of not going to ya-u-noe.
I feel so useless.
Don't bother to cheer me up cos its meaningless.
I'm frustrated NOW!
I think I should just shutup.
I don't why I'm so quiet.
I'm weird.
I dun even know what I'm typing.
Just ignore it.
I'm bored!
I did this out of boredom.
I should just sleep now.
But then again, its still early.
I can't find the schools.
Whatthehell!!!
I'm not in the mood to find.
I wish for world peace.
Random right?
I know and I don't need you to tell me.
BBC news
I can't find.
Oh no!
Maybe I should just give up.
So boring
Oh great! Tmr is even wk right?
OH NO OH NO OH NO!!!!!!!
I'm freaking out!!!
Great! People must be thinking I'm mad!
I seem so different in sch right?
Told you I've got spilt personality.
And yep I'm weird
So you should stay away from me?
Somehow there's this voice in my head telling me to move on.
I can't confide to anyone.
I don't trust people.
I try to stay happy.
I'm confused.
I hate being this way.
I think I should just shutup.
Its great if you are still reading until this line.
I'm typing trash.
Comeon, Comeon,
Slap me in the face
Pinch me to wake me up
Maybe I should just stop typing.
But somehow, my hand can't stop moving.
Oh ya I had this weird dream about monkeys invading my house.
How funny!
And somehow it seems so real.
Don't be mistaken, I love monkeys.
They are so adorable.
And of course, I dreamt of cats too.
I shall be a cat killer next time.
But of course, that will never ever happen in reality.
I don't have a black heart.
Tut was fun.
Ah leow was funny.
How contradict!
I'm quiet in sch but noisy at home.
In sch, ppl asked me to speak up while at home, people asked me to shutup.
Oh and I'm not pretending for god's sake, who in the world would do such a thing?
Maybe there's such people but certainly not me.
I just dunno why.
Its just like that.
And I can't change the fact (oh well, maybe I can but . . .)
Alright I guess I should end here and continue with the research.
Bye and once again, don't cheer me up. (:

Start off everyday with a simple smile and get it over with one.

2009-05-23T13:24:00.004+08:00

It's pouring heavily right now and I'm alone at home. Well, there is practice later so I will not be alone for long.
I'm so bored! :/

Look at how boring school life can be!!!
-Sun : Swimming & tut
-Mon : Lessons
- Tue: Lessons and badminton match (seriously, I'm not gonna care about it. It will be the worst match you will ever see me play! But then again, who even bothers! )
-Wed : Lessons
-Thurs: Lessons and PTM(COLLECT REPORT BK!!) = OH NO!!!!!!
-Fri : Sports Carnival = OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just have to bear with it for 6 more days.
Oh great! My laptop is lagging. How frustrating! WTH

I'm starving but I dun feel like eating instant noodle. So damn sick of the taste!

*sigh I can't wait for sch holi really!
Ohya end oral is on the 4th June and chinese O level oral is aft sch reopen! OMG its like so fast can! I hope I can do well.

I'm currently having major headache. Shall pop some panadol later.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

BYE!

edited/ (I'M BORED REALLY!)

1,2,3,4 5,6,7,8 Let's go!!!!!! :)
Right that was random! I'm bored!!!!!! :/
I'm loss for words. I desperately need a time machine.
I want to change my destiny although its kind of impossible but then again aren't our destiny in our hands? I want the holidays to come right now. I want to believe in you although you had made me lose my trust. I want you to know that it takes time to build up trust and seconds to destroy it. I hope you will wake up from your senses. Its never to late to apologise. Better late than never. I don't have a forgiving heart. To err is human, to forgive is divine. As time goes by, I will forgive but not forget. You can't make me and I'm sure no one can.

Somewhere over the rainbow, there's this little girl one hand with a balloon and the other with a note that says 'Someday, I hope you'll be able to read this: I'm sorry.' And together with the balloon, she released them both at the same time and off they went into the hands of God.

It never rains but it pours

2009-05-19T15:27:00.005+08:00

My results sucks! Btw,is there any eng oral for this MYE? Anyway, I passed hcl p2 by a few marks. Quite satisfied since I had been failling hcl since the start of the year. Well, I just hope that I won't fail p1. A.M was okay I guess. Then the rest (eng,ss and chem) were terrible. WTH the worst results I ever received!!! We probably will be receiving back bio, E.M and chinese p1 tmr. Good luck to me ! And to everyone out there

Well, now that the results are out. Its no use crying over spilt milk. Besides, I didn't study hard for this MYE.
'As you sow, so shall you reap'
So blame it all on myself!!!!!

Alright, chinese O oral is coming and very soon, E-O-Y and chinese O level! Omg!
Main focus : Chinesechinesechinesechinesechinese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Great! Holi are coming! Need to study really hard this time round.

Let's change the subject

Let's talk abt the last few days
On sun, I went for tuition as usual. Ah leow was crapping and his jokes were hilarious. Trig is damn boring. I guess I'll not be able to score well in that topic.
Yesterday aft sch, I went for the Australian Maths Workshop. Damn boring and its all about angles, indices yeah. The Qsns were relatively simple. Apparently Mrs Tay(or something) brought the wrong notes. Lol so yeah.

Anyway gtg bye

p.s/ once again, wish me luck!!!!

If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.

2009-05-17T11:48:00.006+08:00

Oh great! I guess we'll be getting back our results tmr ? WTH! Oh well, there is nothing I can do but just hope for the best! I screwed up all my subjects! So can you imagine what kind of shitty marks will I get? JUST LET ME PASS CHINESE OVERALL AND I'LL BE SATISFIED seriously!!!!
Chinese= no hope! I didn't even complete the summary which is worth 20 marks and some of the compre qsns! I predict I'll get 45/110 or even lower! I hope my p1 will pull up my marks!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay going to tut in a few mins time. Bye

God Bless!!

Enjoy the little things in life, for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things.

2009-05-16T00:13:00.004+08:00

Hello, exams are over and I'm gonna do very badly for MYE! Alright bye